VodkaMusings

Sometimes I genuinely wonder if other people lives are as weird as mine.

My childhood was surrounded with secrets.  Everything was kept a secret, never to be talked about even among the people that knew.  I’ve made a real effort to rid myself of secrets in my adult life and simply be upfront about the fact that I wont have them in my life.  So maybe its just one of those funny ‘universe’ things, but I seem to always be in a situation that requires some level of secrecy.

I go back and forth day to day between thinking its my life as an adult and I can live it the way I want, or debating whether or not secrets are emotional clutter and I’m just a pack rat inside.